It's so strange how the things that go unsaid can hurt the most. And how a night that was encouraging can also be so hard. I don't want things to be this way, and I am sorry that everything changed so much. Change is good, growth is so important. But wondering what went wrong and trying to act like you somehow enjoy the hurt is not okay. I have never been one to hide my emotions, but suddenly I find myself pasting on a smile and feeling so confused. Why?